I used to write a lot. I started writing when I was 13, and my output has been pretty high for most of that time. My peak was in college. As a Social Science major I took a lot of essay heavy classes, but I also wrote essays on my own time for fun and to sort out ideas. I was a regular contributor to a collaborative fiction club, and at any given time had three or four fictional projects I was working on by myself. And I had a blog I wrote in once or twice a week.
During that time my brain was almost constantly engaged in writing. Walking to class I'd be working on a mental outline for the project of the moment. Once I got there instead of paying attention I'd compose sentences that were aesthetically appealing even without context. The best ones would become the first line of a new story as soon as I got home. Waiting in line at the grocery store I'd have a blog rolling around in my mind. Half of those blog posts were never actually written, and well more than half of those stories were never finished, for the simple reason that by the time I had a chance to work on them, I had a newer/more interesting idea that I couldn't help but write about instead.
After graduation though, my output started to taper off. No classes meant a lot fewer essays. It also paradoxically lead to a lot less fiction, since I no longer spent large swaths of time sitting around with nothing better to do that think about ideas. I kept the blog going, and probably had a slight increase in my submissions to the collaborative fiction, but writing in general took on a much less central role in my life.
At the end of 2007 I got very sick, and one of the many results was that I didn't write anything at all for several months. When I was finally healthy again a sense of obligation to the group helped me get back into the habit of writing for the collaborative fiction, but the blog was done for good. At that point I was only writing a few pages a month at most, and sometimes less. I started what was to be a major fictional work in saga style, but set it down after a few chapters never to open the file again. That was the last solo writing project I've attempted, aside from the half-hearted attempt to start this blog last March.
In the last month I've come to the conclusion that my 12 year foray into collaborative fiction is over. For the last year I've noticed my submissions getting longer, less frequent, and, most tellingly, less collaborative, but it was only recently that I realized how little I enjoy writing now. I'm not sure how I got to that place.
So, even though I'm retiring from the group that has been my only outlet for the better part of two years now, I'm going to attempt to rekindle some of that passion I used to have. First I need to get back in the habit of writing on a more regular basis, and that's why I'm going to give this blog another go. The goal to start will be one post a week, Let's see how long I can keep that up.
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Now is the winter of actually pretty content.
Living in the south has radically altered my definition of winter. I admit the climate was a major attractor to the area, and when I moved down here four months ago I immediately appreciated how there wasn't any snow, and it was still pretty pleasant out. I knew it would never get as bad as I'm used to, and I assumed this would lead to a better attitude throughout the cold months, if for no other reason that the lack of chronic vitamin D deficiency which is the hallmark of six months without sun.
At first, everything went according to plan. In fact, my tolerance for the cold actually seems to have improved. Before the move south, a temperature much below 65 was cause for a sweater (unless it was really sunny). But something about the novelty of being able to survive outdoors in a T-shirt during December made me happy to dare it in the 40's if it wasn't too windy. And, sure, when it finally did snow I was appropriately unhappy, but then all the snow melted, like, two days later. This winter in North Carolina, the worst in a long time if my local friends are to be believed, is so not miserable that even a trip to the frozen wasteland of my birth* was entirely bearable, because I knew it would all be gone when I came back.
But there is a downside. On March 2nd, when the total snowfall for the year more than doubled (I think we got almost 5 inches that day) I was very upset that I would need to start wearing a coat again after a couple weeks going without. If you are a local, perhaps you don't understand what is so ridiculous about that statement. I admit, it's hidden. The key is that I went two weeks without having to put on a coat in February! In Michigan my family and friends can expect snow on the ground for much of this month, and you can't really expect nice weather with any consistency until May, and here I've been begrudging the fact I still sometimes need to wear a sweater for nearly a month.
It is amazing how quickly we adapt.
*The locals call it Michigan, which I believe is adapted from the Native American word for "really really cold," although a more literal translation would be "lacking all friendliness and warmth." This, of course, applies only to the land itself, and not the people. Michiganians, though often cold physically, share a well-deserved reputation with their fellow Midwesterners for being pleasant, wholesome, and hardy.
At first, everything went according to plan. In fact, my tolerance for the cold actually seems to have improved. Before the move south, a temperature much below 65 was cause for a sweater (unless it was really sunny). But something about the novelty of being able to survive outdoors in a T-shirt during December made me happy to dare it in the 40's if it wasn't too windy. And, sure, when it finally did snow I was appropriately unhappy, but then all the snow melted, like, two days later. This winter in North Carolina, the worst in a long time if my local friends are to be believed, is so not miserable that even a trip to the frozen wasteland of my birth* was entirely bearable, because I knew it would all be gone when I came back.
But there is a downside. On March 2nd, when the total snowfall for the year more than doubled (I think we got almost 5 inches that day) I was very upset that I would need to start wearing a coat again after a couple weeks going without. If you are a local, perhaps you don't understand what is so ridiculous about that statement. I admit, it's hidden. The key is that I went two weeks without having to put on a coat in February! In Michigan my family and friends can expect snow on the ground for much of this month, and you can't really expect nice weather with any consistency until May, and here I've been begrudging the fact I still sometimes need to wear a sweater for nearly a month.
It is amazing how quickly we adapt.
*The locals call it Michigan, which I believe is adapted from the Native American word for "really really cold," although a more literal translation would be "lacking all friendliness and warmth." This, of course, applies only to the land itself, and not the people. Michiganians, though often cold physically, share a well-deserved reputation with their fellow Midwesterners for being pleasant, wholesome, and hardy.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Those toys were always the coolest.
I have just discovered that they have glow-in-the-dark tattoo ink.
My first thought: That's awesome! I am neutral towards tattoos, but I am heavily pro glow-in-the-dark (GITD). Last year I decided it would be great to own GITD shoes. Unfortunately all the designs I could find were designed for little kids. I did manage to find a pair designed so you could insert a glowstick into the sole, which was pretty cool, but they were no longer in production. Undeterred I explored the option of using GITD paint, but the idea was finally abandoned when I realized that all the cool colors don't hold their charge for very long. A few months later the idea resurfaced in the guise of GITD pants, with designs courtesy of a few of my artist/friends, but the need for the fabric to survive washing proved a hindrance that couldn't be overcome.
My second thought: Someone should get a full body tattoo in GITD ink. By day, they would appear normal, but at twilight their skin would slowly undergo an eiree transformation. I think this would be particularly appropriate for a Satanist, or crime-fighter.
My third thought: There is potential for a really unpleasant surprise here. Let's say you're out on a date with an attractive member of the opposite sex. Things are clicking , there is definite chemistry. One thing leads to another and they are back at your place. Then when the lights go off they suddenly have a glowing skull on their face, or full sleeve snake tattoos or something. That would be both disturbing and... distracting.
On a somewhat related note, once in my misguided youth there was an incident involving a bunch of glowsticks in the woods. Through a series of events I don't recall having anything to do with, a couple of these glowsticks ended up broken, which gave a friend and I the bright* idea to paint ourselves with the liquid and run around in the dark scaring people. This was, honestly, great fun for a couple hours, until it was time to wash it off and go to bed.
Did you know that applying soap to the liquid inside a glow stick makes it glow brighter? Even if its almost completely faded, soap is a surefire way to restore the shine. Unfortunately, after 5 minutes or so it also makes your skin burn. How did we manage to wash it off without soap you ask? Ever taken a three hour shower? Ah youth.
*No pun intended
My first thought: That's awesome! I am neutral towards tattoos, but I am heavily pro glow-in-the-dark (GITD). Last year I decided it would be great to own GITD shoes. Unfortunately all the designs I could find were designed for little kids. I did manage to find a pair designed so you could insert a glowstick into the sole, which was pretty cool, but they were no longer in production. Undeterred I explored the option of using GITD paint, but the idea was finally abandoned when I realized that all the cool colors don't hold their charge for very long. A few months later the idea resurfaced in the guise of GITD pants, with designs courtesy of a few of my artist/friends, but the need for the fabric to survive washing proved a hindrance that couldn't be overcome.
My second thought: Someone should get a full body tattoo in GITD ink. By day, they would appear normal, but at twilight their skin would slowly undergo an eiree transformation. I think this would be particularly appropriate for a Satanist, or crime-fighter.
My third thought: There is potential for a really unpleasant surprise here. Let's say you're out on a date with an attractive member of the opposite sex. Things are clicking , there is definite chemistry. One thing leads to another and they are back at your place. Then when the lights go off they suddenly have a glowing skull on their face, or full sleeve snake tattoos or something. That would be both disturbing and... distracting.
On a somewhat related note, once in my misguided youth there was an incident involving a bunch of glowsticks in the woods. Through a series of events I don't recall having anything to do with, a couple of these glowsticks ended up broken, which gave a friend and I the bright* idea to paint ourselves with the liquid and run around in the dark scaring people. This was, honestly, great fun for a couple hours, until it was time to wash it off and go to bed.
Did you know that applying soap to the liquid inside a glow stick makes it glow brighter? Even if its almost completely faded, soap is a surefire way to restore the shine. Unfortunately, after 5 minutes or so it also makes your skin burn. How did we manage to wash it off without soap you ask? Ever taken a three hour shower? Ah youth.
*No pun intended
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